Sunday, November 30, 2008
lols... i forget wad i did tis few daes... lols...but u all can go lala blog see... hehe...she got update bout our job hunting... =]lols... tis few daes kinda tired... lols...sianz... got nth to blog yet im blogging...i duno should i work in sch library anot...parents keep encouraging mi to work in sch library...but i duno how... any suggestions??maybe i tml go cut hair... hee... lols...den tml ish suppose to go malaysia de...but change to tue... go to e new shopping centre...anyway... pls dun ask mi future qns wid ans tat i duno...or dun ask mi qns wid future ans tat i duno... LOL!
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
IM GOING CRAZY!!!fed up la! ... organising tis gathering damn ma fan la!... headache oredi... lols...tis few daes go sch library help out...go help to stockcheck...toopid sch rules... dye hair cannot go in sch...hai zy hab to go hm... =.=tis few days keep going sch...tml still hab to go... sianz...I NID SOME SLP!!!im tired of everything... i wanna slp forever!but am i stress?? over finding jobs?? haiis...sorry ahh... cannot mit u... too busy liao...
Sunday, November 23, 2008
3daes dint blog le... lols... lets get straight to blogging...on 19nov... went for prom nite... its veri fun!! =Dalot of things did happen... lols... e host was zi high...lols... damn funny luh... haha... if u all wan see e prom pics...go to zy de blog see... she post my pics tat i sent her...hahaha... im lazy to post e pics... =p lazy mi... =/aft prom went hm straight... cuz my uncle come le...lols... den go hm use com... lols... hehehe...den on 20nov... its beeqi b'dae!! HAPPY B'DAE TO U!! =Dactually plannin to go buy present for her wid zy de...but we both lazy luh... wan slp longer... hehe...so nvr buy le... den slp at hm... hehehe...on 21nov... mi n zy mit at 11am to buy beeqi cake & present...den go walk walk... bought small cakes... lols...cuz cheaper & convenient... hehe... no nid cut... =]den go mit e rest at 12.30pm n eat lunch together...den go East Coast Park ride bicycle... hee... ^^but... it wasnt fun at all... cuz lala injured herself... =[badly injured... =[ how i wish i was e one injured instead of her... =[den helped her wiped away e blood... call her hse...hail taxi for her... =[ im sorry tat i dint accompany u go hm... =[thx to e 2ladies who helped us by giving e cab number & hail taxi...xie xie ni men... =] aft seeing lala got onto e cab den i go find e rest...we continued to cycle... but it wasnt fun...cuz dun hab lala around... =[ sad...aft tat go McDonalds eat... den took bus hm...go hm watch tv... lols... watch Ten Brothers... =]on 22nov went lala hse... thx God tat her wounds r healing... =]den watched tv at her hse... watched Zong Yi Da Ge Da...lols... den 5pm plus leave her hse... lols...tat time was raining heavily... den go Vista Point buy sth...den go cwp mit baby... den go Civic slacked... lols...den keep playin... lols... oh ya... on tat morning...my middle finger de nail broke... lols... den got blood...den at Civic keep playin wid baby sayin:" ehh, got plaster anot? " while pointin middle finger...hahaha... its fun... den tat dae keep 'pointin middle finger'...lols... aft tat baby bought fries as his dinner... lols...silly... den go hm liao... use com... hee... =]den at 12am plus went out wid my family... =]helped daddy deliver stuffs... den around 3am plus go Geylang...eat dim sum wid da jie n da jie fu oso... saw chickens...lols... mostly r white de... i mean all... cuz i dun see any black chicken...HAHAHA!! XD their skin ish so damn white lo!! lyk paper nia!!dint see any duck... hahaha!! XD LOL!!den around 5am plus reach hm... haha...den wash feet, change clothes den go slp liao... hahaha...today, 23nov... so damn HOT!!! e weather ish sooo WARM!!... how to slp?! lols... den 4pm plus lyk tat daddy called...sayin da jie will come over... lols... den wake up nor...cannot slp liao... lols... den use com find job...lols... aft tat go out eat dinner... ate Bak Gut Teh... lols...den come back hm... watch tv... bath... use com...lols... sianz... so come update blog... haha... =]i miss beiibeii... =[ tue seeing him again... hee... =]
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
hehehe... ltr going prom nite liao!! ^^so excited... kekex... but now veri sianz...got nth to do de... so i juz come here to blog... =]lols... e dress i decided to wear e one i wore to my sis wedding...den e shoes ytd bought one at woodlands centre...hmm... e pouch i bought few daes ago... lols...den i dun tink i'll put much makeup...lols... now raining liao... juz keep back e laundry...e weather cooling... hee...feel lyk sleeping nia... lols... =/BORED!! BORED!! BORED!! LOL...now OKTO showing Noddy... hehe...but gonna end soon liao... lols...veri long nvr watch Noddy le... hee...tonite cannot watch Ten Brothers le... =[sad... because of prom nite... den cannot watch...hab to miss one episode... sad sad sad...i miss my beii... hee... muacks!!
Monday, November 17, 2008
hee... so long nvr blog le... lols... miss my blog sooo much!!hehe... ^^ lols... at hm damn bored nia... lols...cuz got nth to do de... dot dot dot... sianzzzzzzzzzzz...my prom dress, shoes, makeup, cut hair, dye hair...all haben done yet... n prom ish juz 2days ltr!!!urgh.... damn it... cuz of tat toopid thing...make mi cant go anywhere... =.= hate it soo much!!anyway... on 15nov... went out wid my baby...MISS HIM SO MUCH LUH!! he's back from cruise on 14nov...hee... we got together on tat day... ^^den we went IMM eat plus shopping for shoes + dress...but cant find any... lols... n i was feelin damn bad tat dae...went to eat Long John Silver... hee... our fav... ^^den went toilet... dot dot dot... y e ladies toilet r oways packed?!hab to queue up nia... lols... waited for so long!!baby come out from toilet i still queueing nia... lols...its lyk those ppl doin some big business inside lo...they spent bout 5mins inside... which ish veri long la!i wait until wan slp liao... hee... jk de la... haha... XDaft tat come out from toilet... saw baby drinkin pepsi...lols... he muz hab waited veri long le... im sorry baby...e toilet full of ppl... hab to wait... =/den go find shoes + dress... lols... but dun hab suitable de...lols... den go baby de hse downstairs... feelin so sick...=[ hao xin ku ohh... seeing baby de sad face...make my heart break... =[ sorry to make u sad baby... =[sit at e chair below baby de hse... i feel so sleepy + pain...aft tat i cant take it le... request to go hm earlier...suddenly when i stand up... feel lyk vomitin...silly baby sae dun vomit at his direction... =]den i go vomit at e drain there... lols...vomited out my lunch... got LJS de wei dao... =/den baby sae take taxi hm... n he hail one for mi...i tot baby gonna pei wo hui jia de... but he dint...he wrote tis in his blog... lols..."and as u all know..being in a taxi with a person who is about to vomit..issent really a clever thing to do eh?"lols... i oredi vomited le baby... silly!! luv u la!! hee...den baby gib mi $12 for e taxi fare... lols...i dint use it... i use my own money... lols...hmm... next time mit baby muz return him back his $12...lols... but duno when we gonna mit again... lols...den go hm immediately go slp... cannot take it liao...lols... toopid thingy make mi soo sleepy!! urgh...i got hm got bout 5plus ba... den slp till bout 11pm plus i tink...den around 12plus or 1plus i go slp again... lols...slp till next day de aftnoon... lols... im really a pig man...dot dot dot... den 16nov stay at hm whole dae...rotting... lols... den todae... 17nov... duno ltr got go out anot...lols... i miss baby so much... =[ hee... gonna sms my baby le...lols... n my show gonna do le... 7pm de show...lols... hmm... tink tats all for todae ba... =]MISS U BLOG!! MISS U BABY!! ^^
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Mom: Wake up honey. Chris is downstairs waiting for you.
Sarah: Oh my gosh! I woke up too late! I still need a shower and everything!
Right when she said that Chris walked into her room smiling from ear to ear.
Chris: No baby. You're beautiful just like that - now come on, I'm starving.
Sarah: Okay.
Sarah got out of bed, put on some clothes, took his hand, and walked out the door to his car and got in.
Sarah: Where are we going? Remember that I have to be home by 1. I have cheerleading practice and you have football.
Chris: I know...
Then Sarah noticed that Chris was really pale-looking.
Sarah: Chris are you feeling okay? You look like you're sick..
Chris: Yeah; it's just my allergies.
Sarah: Are you sure? Did you go to the doctor yet?
Chris: Yeah.. I went yesterday. They said to take some allergy pills and that I'll be okay.
Sarah turned to look away from Chris.
She knew there was something wrong.
She has allegies and she doesn't look like that.
Then he reached out and held her hand.
Sarah: Chris your hands are so cold. I dont think you're okay tell me what's really wrong... Do we need to go back to the house?
Chris: I promise you baby; everything is okay..They told me to go back tomorrow but I'm not going because there's nothing wrong with me.
Sarah: Chris you need to go! If they told you to then there is something wrong!
Chris let go of her hand and turned back to the road and didn't talk to her the rest of the way.
They finally pulled up to the resturaunt and ate breakfast.
Chris: Did you bring your cheerleading stuff or do we have to go back to your house to get it?
Sarah: I have it.. Do you really think you should go to football practice like that?
Chris: Yes Sarah. I'm fine.
Sarah: If you say so..
Chris: Sarah, baby, would I lie to you?
Sarah: No....
They got back in the car and went to the field.
They got out and started practice.
Sarah was practicing a new cheer, but then out of no where she heard a boy yell,
"HE'S NOT MOVING SOMEONE CALL 911! HELP COACH!"
Right when she heard that she turned around and saw Chris on the ground just laying there, not moving.
She ran to him but her dad pushed her back.
Dad: No honey. You shouldn't be right here.
Sarah started to cry.
Sarah: Daddy. What happened? Is he okay?
Dad: Honey. Please just go back with your coach.
Sarah walked back and sat on the bench with her head in her hands while an ambulance came and took him away.
She got in the car with her dad and they went to the hospital.
When they got there his mom was already there and talking to the doctor.
They walked over and listened....
Doctor: You may want to sit down for this.
Chris's Mom: Is he okay?
Doctor: Ma'am.. your son has lukiemia. We can put him on treatments, but he might not make it because the cancer has spread too much.
Sarah was shocked and began to cry on her dads shoulder.
Chris's Mom: Treatments?
Doctor: Well the treatments would cause hair loss... but it will help slow the cancer down.
Chris's Mom: But he's certain to die?
Doctor: Yes.. but we have had this surgery to clear out the clogs.. but it's possible he will not make it.
Chris's Mom: I will have to talk to him about this. Can we see him now?
Doctor: Yes. One at a time though.
Chris's mom looked over at Sarah and hugged her tight she knew that Sarah loved him with all her heart.
Chris's Mom: You go first sweetheart.
Sarah: Are you sure?
Chris's Mom: Yes honey.
Sarah walked slowly to his room and turned the knob.
She just stood there, looking at him lying there weak.
He was so pale and he had tubes surrounding him.
It was painful for her to look at him.
Chris looked at her weakly and smiled at her.
She went over and kneeled down beside him.
Chris: Did Did they already tell you?
Sarah: Yes...
Chris: I'm sorry Sarah. I didn't want you to find out like this.
Sarah: It's okay; I understand Chris.
Chris: Baby I love you so much.
Chris reached up and slowly ran his fingers through her hair.
Sarah: I love you too Chris. With all my heart.. and I will be here for you 'till the end.
Chris: Im going to be okay Sarah.
The nurse walked in with Chris's mom.
Nurse: Its her turn now.
Chris looked at Sarah.
Chris: Bye baby.
Sarah: Bye.
Sarah kneeled down and softly kissed his cold lips.
Months went by and Chris lost his hair, but they were still deeply in love and Sarah was by him everyday.
Chris was getting worse to where he couldn't even play football, and the championship game was coming up.
Chris was sitting on Sarah's porch with her and her dad.
Chris: Coach.. I wanna play tomorrow.
Dad: Chris I know you do.. but I can't let you do that.. you'll get hurt.
Chris: No, coach. Please. This might be the last time on the field for me. I want to be able to play one more time.
Dad looked at Chris and then at Sarah.
Sarah nodded her head.
Dad: You're a strong boy, Chris, and very brave. I think we can do this.
Chris: Thank you so much coach.
Sarahs dad nodded his head.
Dad: So what are you two doing tonight?
Chris: I wanna show Sarah something if that's okay.
Dad: Of course; you two be careful.
Chris took Sarah's hand and lead her to his car.
It was completely dark outside when they pulled up to the football field.
Sarah: What are we doing here?
Chris: Follow me.
Chris grabbed a blanket and laid it down onto the field.
They both laid there looking at the stars.
Sarah: This is so beautiful.
Chris: I do this often. I wanted to show you the place I love.
Sarah: Do you remember the flowers you gave me on our very first date?
Chris: Sure I do; I gave you lillies; your favorite.
Sarah: Yeah... I'll never forget that day.
Chris: I want you to always remember something Sarah.
Sarah: What is it?
Chris: I will always be with you.. and I will always love you.. you're my one and only..
Sarah started tearing.
Sarah: I love you so much, Chris.
Chris: And I also want you to be happy.. I want you to marry someone, have kids, make a family, just live a happy life for me.
Sarah: No. I will never marry anyone.. im marrying you Chris.
Chris: Just don't forget what I told you.
Chris leaned in and kissed her.
She pushed him off and jumped up.
Sarah: You still think you can catch me?
Chris: Oh yeah. I'm stronger than I look.
Sarah: Then come get me.
Chris stood up and chaised her around the football feild until he finally caught her.
He laid on top of her and put her hands behind her back and held her there so she couldn't move.
Then it started to rain and they were getting soaked but they didn't care.
Chris looked deep into her eyes.
Chris: Who's the weak one now huh?
Sarah: Me (she giggled)
Chris: Remember what you told me that night when we were at dinner?
Sarah: No.. what?
Chris: You have always wanted to kiss in the rain with the one you love.
Sarah: Yeah?
Chris: Well your wish is my comand.
Chris leaned down and kissed her deeply.
He pulled away.
Chris: You're so beautiful.
Sarah: You're such a good kisser. (she laughed.. so did he)
Chris: I better get you home.
They got into the car and went home.
It was hard for them to sleep that night but they did.
It was finally the big day and they were all at the football field.
Chris had on all his football gear, and Sarah was ready to cheer him on.
The game began.
The crowd was going wild for Chris while Sarah was cheering her heart out for him.
The score was 36 to 36.
All they had to do was make one more point and they would win.
Chris had the ball and ran with all he had to the touchdown line and threw the ball down.
He had made a touch down!
Everyone was cheering.
They had won the game!
But for Chris.. he may have lost his life.
He fell to the ground trying to catch his breath.
Sarah ran to him and kneeled down over him.
He looked up at her gasping for breath.
Everyone was heading to the field.
Her dad stood infront of them.
Dad: Back away.. give them a moment please.. that's my daughter's love.
Chris gently raised his hand and whiped her tears away.
Sarah: Don't die Chris.. I need you.. I love you..
Chris: I told you this was my dream to win the championship.. to be in the big game.. to die on this feild.. I made history.
Sarah leaned down and kissed him, knowing this was the last she would ever kiss him, the last time she would ever talk to him.
She had so much to say but had no time to say it.
Chris: I love you baby. Tell Mom I love her too.. and tell coach thank you.
Sarah: I love you Chris. I love you so much.
Chris: I'll wait for you.....
Chris's hand dropped and he let go.
He died that night on the football feild.
Sarah cried for 2 months straight.
Sarah was lying on her bed when her dad walked in.
Dad: Honey, it's been 2 months. Please get up. He would want you to have fun and be happy.
Sarah: I know..
Dad: Guess what.
Sarah: What?
Dad: They are building a new stadium. Isn't that great honey? Come on, I want you to come with me before they tear the old one down.
Sarah got up and went with her dad to the field.
They climbed to the top of the bleachers and looked down.
Sarah: It's like it was just yesterday. He was out there throwing the football, making that touchdown.
Her dad wrapped his arms around her and she began to cry.
Dad: I know baby.. I know.
Then Sarah noticed something on the feild.
Sarah: Whats that daddy? Look. (Sarah pointed to the field)
Dad: Look like some flowers are blooming.
Sarah: Oh my gosh, daddy! Stop them! Don't let them tear this down! Please! Chris planted me something!!!
Her dad ran down there and stopped them.
Weeks later the flowers had bloomed.
Her and her dad went to look at them.
They were lilies that left a message saying, "I Love You".
O'LVL ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!! WOOHOO~~~happy happy~~~ lols... ytd finished my last paper...den go hm slp for whole dae till 7pm... hehehe...hee... alot of things happened during tis period...haha... lols... big stuffs, small stuffs oso happened...lols... todae went shopping wid my besties... =]went jurong point... den go kranji de This Fashion...den go back cwp eat den walk walk... hahaha...den walk till aroung 6.35pm den go hm le...cuz i wanna watch tv... hehe... nice show eh... =]den go eat dinner... n here i am! =D online... hee...alot of thing will be goin on in nov... lols...busy busy... haha... nov kinda packed liao...lols... all nicely planned... hehehe...wad i wanna do ish become tan! =Dcool ehh... lols... but too tan, ppl sae not gd...doesnt look nice... lols... hahaha...now ish time for mi to slack le... hee...he go cruise le... i missed him so much... =[ but tml he's coming back!looking forward! hehe... hao xiang ni oh! ^^
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
We were both young, when I first saw you.I close my eyes and the flashback starts.I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air.I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.I see you make your way through the crowd.You say hello, little did I know...That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles.And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet".And I was crying on the staircase,begging you please don't go...And I said...Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,It's a love story, baby, just say yes.So I sneak out to the garden to see you.We keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew.So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while.Oh, Oh.Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet",but you were everything to me.I was begging you, please don't goAnd I said...Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.It's a love story, baby, just say yes.Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.This love is difficult, but it's real.Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.It's a love story, baby, just say yes.Oh, Oh.I got tired of waiting.Wondering if you were ever coming around.My faith in you was fading.When I met you on the outskirts of town.And I said...Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.I keep waiting, for you but you never come.Is this in my head, I don't know what to think.He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.I love you, and that's all I really know.I talked to your dad -- go pick out a white dress.It's a love story, baby just say... yes.Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.We were both young when I first saw you.