Monday, April 30, 2007
haiis... duno how to begin wid it la... jiu shi hen FAN LO!!! walaoeh...
duno whom i lyk sia... wth... duno ish it still cp or him...
im so confused... some of my frenz told mi tat i should forget bout him...
n continue my relationship wid cp... haiis... i juz couldnt forget bout him...
its veri hard for mi to delete him away from my mind... i couldnt do it...
wo jiu shi ban bu dao... wo cheng ren wo hai shi dui ta nian nian bu wang...
wo ye bu zhi dao gai zen me ban... JIU MING AH!!! WO KUAI FENG LE!!!
i still luv cp de... but wad bout him... although i treat him as a fren on e outside...
but i still lyk him de... cp hab given mi alot of time to forget bout him de...
but... its lyk wo hai shi hen xi huan ta de... i noe he wont be lykin mi back le...
cuz e present de him ish different from e past de him... e past de him ish a veri veri nice guy...
but now... he has becum kinda flirt cuz of someone... n tat person cause him to becum lyk tis de...
n on sat nite... mi n cp chat on e fon... den suddenly we tok bout him...
n i somehow feel kinda sad... i oso duno y... n i started to cry... duno y my tears cum out...
n i keep wipin it off... den my tears cum out again... n i wiped it off...
tat moment was so sad to mi... i couldnt deal wid my own feelins la...
im such an idiot in relationship... zai gan qing fang mian wo zhen bai chi...
everybody was encouragin mi to forget bout him n dun lyk him anymore de...
but i couldnt do it... tats e problem... my fren sae either i continue my relationship wid cp...
or i severe ties wid e whole gang... n i dint noe wad to do... hope those hu read my post le would gib mi some comments...
ilovehim(: Sunday, April 29, 2007
waseh... i 5daes dint online liao le... haha... i miss my com worz...
heex... i wan hug it... haha... k la... serious for now... erhum... haha...
jkjk onli de la... when ur got see mi so serious de... haha... XD
oh ya... take tis post as its was posted on sat de... heex... sorry worz...
hmm... mon to fri same lo... got sch... haha... hmm... i cant rmb a thing leh...
haha... i really got stml liao le... heex... hmm... on wed... got mass run mah...
den i fail again nia... last wk fail le... tis wk oso... haha... den tis wk do 100squats lo...
but hor... its not so pain as last wk de... heex... onli abit pain... haha...
den lala run wid mi mah... she oso kena fail... she tis wk ish first time do 100squats de...
heex... den her leg de muscle veri pain... den walk down e stairs kinda funny...
haha... k la... dun laugh at lala le... sorry lala for causin ya becum lyk tis...
hope ya dun mind... but ya do more le den will get use to it de... haha...
den aft tat ish physics theory mah... den pe le... actually hor...
durin pe... im suppose to retake my 2.4 de mah... but cher go do all e 5items de...
heex... so i nvr run lo... haha... so shuang... haha... den wed mi start to clear my books tat ish under e desk le...
heex... so guai hor... haha... so heavy worz... haha... den fri exam le...
which ish ytd... heex... its eng exam... kekex... ting shuo cl oso ytd start exam de...
heex... hope he will be able to get e results he wan... heex... den go to a better sch...
not lyk my zhu zhu n his frenz... haha... jkjk onli de la... haha...
den todae wake up veri early nia... haha... 7plus wake up le...
heex... den go back slp again... till 8plus... den go back slp again...
den cannnot slp le... haha... i mean cant fall asleep le... haha...
den aftnoon go downstairs play bicycle again... heex... wid my bro n fei mao...
haha... den aft tat mi go pei my mum go hawker centre buy dinner le...
heex... den go hm eat le... hehe... eat xi can worz... haha... den eat cake le...
heex... den eat ice cream... wah... quan bu dou shi hao liao leh... haha...
den go bathe den online le... heex... havin to be able to online ish so nice...
heex... last but not least... HAPPY B'DAE TO MY BROTHER N YOU SHEN!!!
MAY ALL UR WISHES CUM TRUE!!! heex... see i so gd... wish ur happy b'dae in here...
haha... but i oso got verbally sae our hor... haha... its juz tat i haben buy present yet...
haha... paiseh sia... haha... mon go buy for my brother de present...
heex... k la... i got nth else to rite le... kekex... see ya next time... =]
ilovehim(: Sunday, April 22, 2007
todae mornin wake up... den go listen to radio le... heex...
den aft tat bathe quickly den go bai ye ye ma ma le... heex...
n oso got bei dai ba ba... den mi veri blur leh... haha...
muz jing jiu mah... den muz pour on e floor mah... heex...
den hor... i was lyk i wanna pour it on e table sia... haha...
den mi n my bro play till veri fun lo... haha... fun sia... heex...
den aft tat go factory le... heex... den go gu ma4 de hse le... heex...
den go there eat dinner... kekex... den aft tat eat orange... heex...
den got seeds mah... den mi, my bro n my dad shoot e seeds out of e window...
haha... den we sae next yr when we cum here again hor...
den can see alot of orange trees... haha... funny sia... haha...
den we stay there for awhile den go hm le... heex...
den when i got hm... i go learn my spellin le... heex... so gd hor??...
haha... den aft tat go watch vcd le... heex... den go bathe liao le...
kekex... den online le lo... haha... den hor... now got do yin cha yang chuo leh...
from 11pm to 1am sia... haha... 2hrs de... hehe... i luv e show...
haha... k la... i next time den update... heex... btw... happy b'dae to nigel...
heex... see ya blog at e next time... heex... ^.^
ilovehim(: Saturday, April 21, 2007
sorry worz... tis post ish on sat de... heex... long time nvr post le worz...
haha... one week nvr post le... heex... but at least im better den zy...
haha... zy bout 1mth nvr post or wad le... haha... so long worz...
kekex... k la... lets start... haha... on mon... sch as usual... heex...
but got chinese oral aft sch... heex... but my chinese cher tat dae dint cum...
so my chinese class de students all separate into other chinese class lo...
heex... so i went to band2 de class... heex... den we wait veri long for our turn leh...
we waited for bout 1hr 45mins... haha... veri long sia... heex...
den e cher got ask 3qns aft we read finish e passage... heex...
den i anyhow sae lo... haha... but hope i can get high marks for tis... heex...
hmm... on tue ish a sad dae... aft sch got interview... for councillors de...
cuz e chers sae wan reform e whole councillor body mah...
so got interview lo... den suay suay tat dae mi wear de socks ish loose de...
den it keep slidin down lo... den when i went in e room... den e cher check attire lo...
includin SOCKS!!! NAILS!!! SKIRT LENGTH!!! HAIR!!! WHOLE THING!!!
haha... e chers check check check lo... den i failed for my attire check...
cuz of my socks n nails... heex... den i went in for bout 5mins den cum out le...
den mr billy sae im not suitable to be a councillor... n oso got sae i can serve e sch in other ways...
den when i went out of e room... i feel lyk cryin... but i told myself not to cry...
cuz its not worth my tears... kena sack oso gd wad... becum more free le...
no meetin... no duty... so free... can eat durin recess... heex...
so gd... but im still abit sad bout it... n i hate mr billy n mdm arzhar(duno how to spell la)...
den wed same lo... beeqi pass e interview... den lala n yanting purposely wan fail de...
haha... den they veri funny... they act blur... sae i duno i duno i duno... haha...
den oso got fold skirt till short short n fold socks till low low... haha...
den they fail lo... n they veri happy... heex... btw hor... wed mah... so got mass run n pe lo...
den mi, zy, beeqi, jess n lynette all run together mah... den all run overtime...
haha... den muz do squats!!! omg... den our group some of e gals dint do properly...
den cher wan us do extra... den in e end do extra 10squats... heex...
so total did 110squats... so tired lo... n my muscle now still veri pain sia...
up n down e stairs got problem de... nid walk slowly sia... lyk lao tai po nia...
haha... den on thur hor... hmm... aft sch pei zy n lala go out eat...
heex... den go cwp le... heex... go mit my zhu zhu n his frenz... heex...
den aft tat go hm le... kekex... den on fri aft sch go cca... heex...
den hor... mi n aisyah do duty till halfway den veri hungry... heex...
so i go down but food for her n mi... heex... but hor... all e stalls r close oredi le...
except for e drinks stall... heex... den mi go up again lo... haha...
mi go down do up for nth de... heex... den aft tat go pei zy n lala...
heex... den go take bus to cwp n mit beeqi n beeyi le... heex...
den we mit beeqi n beeyi at pastamania... heex... den go buy food eat...
heex... mi eat banana pizza n one chocolate mousse which mi n lala share de...
heex... den aft tat mi go pei my zhu zhu n his frenz le... kekex...
den i was angry wid him... for dyin his hair red n not buyin his own ring...
den i veri e angry lo... den i told to shut up... n sae wan break up...
cuz tat time mi ish veri veri angry wid him... veri veri pissed off...
but its over le... mi hab forgib him le... heex... n we r still together...
kekex... hmm... den todae... which sat... mi wake up at 8.15am...
den go bathe... den go mit my zhu zhu at my lift le... heex...
cuz got amath remedial at 9.30am mah... heex... den in e end got late for remedial for a few mins...
haha... den remedial till 11.45am lyk tat... heex... den aft tat mi n lala go cwp mit zy le...
heex... den we go horizon eat... den go civic le... heex... den wan buy drinks de mah...
den no milkshakes... den we go ntuc buy drink lo... haha...
den we all buy 830ml de drinks... haha... meji brand de... haha...
den we smuggle inside e library... haha... veri funny sia... heex...
den we stay till 6pm lyk tat... heex... den hor... got one baby veri veri cute...
kekex... e baby got wave hands to us sia... haha... so kawaii... kekex...
den aft tat walk walk at cwp den go hm le... heex... waseh...
todae e post so long worz... heex... k la... i wont rite anything anymore le...
heex... btw hor... happy b'dae to charmaine... heex... may all ur wishes cum true... heex...
ilovehim(: Sunday, April 15, 2007
todae whole dae stay at hm sia... sianz till i die liao le... haha...
jkjk onli de la... heex... den i wake up go listen to radio le... heex...
den go watch vcd le... heex... beeqi lend mi de... kekex...
but i still haben finisj watchin it worz... hehe... sorry beeqi...
but i will try to finish watchin it asap de... heex...
haiis... got one toopid lizard sia... from fri den it hab been in my room le...
den todae still haben leave my room sia... duno how long it wan to stay here...
haha... its small de lizard... kekex... abit cute la... haha...
lizard oso cute seh... hehe... jkjk onli de la... haha...
den my dad tonite duno wad happen sia... den tok veri loud nia...
tink its bout e lights in e toilet or kitchen de ba... heex...
cuz he tok to my mum bout tis in canton... den my dad lyk veri angry lyk tat...
den my mum oso abit angry ba... heex... den mi n my bro dint tok lo...
cuz we scared tat ltr they more angry sia... haha... everytime oso lyk tis de la...
heex... k la... i got nth to tok le... so next time den update blog... ^.^
ilovehim(: Saturday, April 14, 2007
waseh... todae at hm so sianz worz... haiis... haha... todae woke up at 11.44am...
nice number hor?? haha... den go change clothes den leave hse le...
heex... mi n my family go cck collect money... my dad onli la...
haha... den go gu ma4 de canteen... duno for wad... haha...
den go my grangmother de hse le... heex... we go there to see my grandfather n eat lunch...
hope my grandfather will recover fast from his operation worz...
den aft tat we go hm le... den i veri guai leh... i go do hw sia...
haha... mi oways dun do hw on sat de... haha... den somemore todae do all hw finish sia...
haha... seldom see mi so guai hor?? haha... sec1 n sec2 den got tis guai de...
but till sec3 den not so guai le... haha... jkjk onli de la... haha...
den aft doin hw... den watch vcd le... heex... beeqi wan mi return her on mon worz...
but so far mi hab watch till disc5 leh... im so slow worz... adajio(forget how to spell le)
haha... but nvm la... tml mi will try to chiong lo... hehe...
k la... diao... todae post so short de... haha... dun care la...
haha... fan zhen todae got nth much to sae de... heex...
so i will end here lo... haha... see ya blog... ^.^
all i wanna do is find our Way Back Into Love...
ilovehim(: so long mi nvr post le... haha... so long sia... haha... take tis post as fri de...
k la... erm... mi hab oredi forgotten most of e things tat happen recently le...
haha... tink i got stml le... haha... no la... stml mi hab it long time ago le...
haha... jkjk onli de la... heex... mon to fri same lo... got lessons as usual...
haha... on wed veri suay leh... mi fall down durin mass run again...
somemore on e same place... behind backgate there... haha...
den ytd hor... means on thursdae la... veri e wad leh... haiis...
cher sae gals muz go mit cher outside mt classroom n wait for her...
for our test de... on e formal letter writin... heex... den hor...
cher sae we 2.45pm wait for her at there... den she at 3pm will reach there...
den hor... onli i waited at there sia... so silly man... im e onli one to wait at there sia...
nobody cum sia... n cher oso nvr cum... but luckily got lala n zy accompany mi...
heex... den bout 3.15pm le hor... still got nobody cum... den we all go off le...
heex... we all go viva eat... haha... den zhu zhu oso got go... hehe...
den we all eat except for my zhu zhu... cuz he eat oredi le... heex...
den aft tat we all joke around... askin e chemical formula... haha...
its testin la... not askin... haha... den aft tat go hm le... heex...
den todae aft sch hor... den mi, jie n jess go vista buy things... heex...
we help jos n lala buy pocky... heex... den go shop n save buy potato chips...
heex... not mi hor... jie buy de... haha... den when goin back to sch...
e rain veri heavy lo... den e 3 of us drench till veri jialat sia... haha...
from top to toe all wet... haha... den chiong to sch... haha...
den not long aft we reach sch... den we go hall for assemble le...
heex... for our nafa de... haha... den hor... I PASS ALL LEH!!!
woohoo~~~ haha... 1st one ish sit-up... i did 36... same as last yr de...
haha... den 2nd one ish standin broad jump... i did 147cm... haha...
e first jump veri e wad leh... i jump den fall down sia... haha...
so embarrassin nia... haha... den second jump ish 147cm lo... heex...
veri happy leh... i pass tis de... mi oways fail de sia... haha...
den 3rd one ish sit-n-reach... i did 31... heex... so short worz... haha...
den 4th one ish inclined pull-up... heex... i did 10... so few hor?? haha...
den e last one ish shuttle... timin ish 12.4sec... hehe... so slow worz...
haha... but i heng la... 12.8sec den fail le... haha... heng mi ish 12.4sec...
den aft tat go mit my zhu zhu le... den sae wan mit at blk585 de mah...
den change to cwp... heex... den go walk walk... saw alot of frenz tat i noe sia...
haha... so many worz... heex... hmm... hope my 2.4run will pass... heex...
cuz i dun wan fail for my 2.4run... i wan get bronze for nafa... heex...
juz lyk last time before i broke my arm... heex... aft i break my arm...
my runnin hab been deprove le... heex... so i muz jiayou on next wed...
heex... k la... i got nth else to rite le... heex... so mi tml den update again... see ya... ^.^
ilovehim(: Sunday, April 08, 2007
tis post ish on sundae de... sorry worz... heex...
hmm... mi promise my zhu zhu tat i muz happy de...
so i muz happy... so my zhu zhu oso muz be happy de k??..
hmm... fri veri fun sia... haha... mi, zy, lala, beeqi, jess n lixin go escape...
haha... we all go there play... veri fun sia... haha...
im e 4th to reach there... haha... n as usual... lala was e last one...
haha... den CO members oso got go there... heex...
not all go there la... sectional de... haha... heex...
den we all take e same mrt... but different cabin... haha...
den we reach there le... hehe... waseh... its veri e fun lo... haha...
mi n beeqi veri gd in screamin de... haha... beeqi was loudest...
haha... n i was e 2nd loudest... haha... cuz we veri scared mah...
haha... n amongst e 6 of us... 4 of us hab not gone to escape before leh...
haha... funny rite... haha... den we play till veri wild... haha...
mi n beeqi got scream in every game except inverter, yakult n daytona go kart...
haha... funny rite... inverter so scary de game we dint scream de...
haha... cuz we close our eyes n play mah... haha...
but i got open my eyes to see... haha... veri nice sia... haha...
upside down de... haha... den e trees r on top... n e sky ish at e bottom...
haha... FUN SIA!!! HAHA!!! den mi veri silly leh... haha...
when playin pirate ship... mi can play till cry sia... haha...
cuz mi scared mah... haha... mi n beeqi play yakult de 2rounds...
haha... cuz veri fun sia... lie down there n "fly"... haha...
n when e thingy move... got alot of wind blowin against our faces...
so shiok... haha... den when playin e daytona thingy...
we waited for 1hr plus for our turn to play sia... so long nia... haha...
den when we playin... veri fun sia... haha... zy was bout to overtake mi...
but i slow down... cuz of e slope mah... haha... den both of us bang each other... haha...
den aft tat... 2nd round hor... beeqi was infront of mi...
den i go bang her... cuz she slow down... haha... veri fun sia!!!
haha... I WAN PLAY AGAIN!!! haha... den ytd we all go mr neo hse...
haha... ytd i was e last one to wake up n e last one to reach...
haha... i woke up at 10.55am... n we r suppose to mit at 11.30am de...
haha... so mi late lo... haha... n poor cijie... haha...
he was e onli boy hu went there... haha... cuz e other boys dun wan...
haha... den he oso veri ke lian... we go where he oso follow us de...
haha... den go take mrt to cher hse... den kinda get lost when reach there...
but cher told us e way... haha... n e auntie oso... heex...
cher hse de lift veri cute seh... haha... got 2lifts mah...
but both lifts go to different floor de... haha... funny sia... haha...
den cher de baby VERI CUTE!!! haha... so ke ai sia...
den we got eat n play wid e baby... heex... so fun nia... kekex...
we eat pizza... cher order so much worz... heex...
den we stay there for bout 2-3hrs... heex... den aft tat rainin veri big leh...
haha... den cher sent us go to AMK mrt by his car!!! haha...
got triangle de worz... heex... den veri funny ish tat cher car veri small...
cijie sit infront... n e gals all squeeze... haha... jess sit on lixin leg...
beeqi sit on zy leg... n lala sit on my leg... hehe... funny worz...
heex... den when reach e mrt le... we all go back to cwp le... heex...
but jess n lixin go admiralty... heex... den when reach cwp...
duno where cijie go... n e rest of us go 6th floor "ton"... haha...
den beeqi hab to go hm le... cuz her dad at hm... heex...
den mi, zy n lala sit there drink n play... haha... duno wad we play...
haha... den my zhu zhu cum... kekex... den we go buy sweets...
den go back to 6th floor chat le... heex... den aft tat go mit lala they all le...
heex... den we all go take bus to changi airport... to send farah mah...
its a long way there... heex... den we go eat first... cuz we haben eat our dinner...
but i nvr eat... cuz mi hab to buy dinner for my zhu zhu...
tat time mi onli left wid $7plus onli... if i buy my dinner den my zhu zhu got nth to eat le...
so i nvr eat lo... den we were kinda late le... so we chiong...
eat oso chiong... den go duno wad 13 de mit e rest... got alot of ppl sia...
most of it ish CO de... even e instructor oso got go worz...
den almost everyone got hug farah... den got cry... but i dint hug her...
but i wish to hug her... den take photos... den she go off le...
all of us got cried... veri sad de scenario... den aft tat go hm le...
sorry worz... mum naggin... so muz summarize everything...
den take mrt go hm... got lost... inside e mrt veri cold...
den mit zhu zhu outside boots&shoes... den take cab hm...
dint use com den go slp le... todae veri sianz at hm... whole dae sia...
den i dint do my hw oso... lazy to do... den go slp for e whole aftnoon...
so i now not tired... haha... k la... gtg le... mum naggin le...
nag so much for wad... mi not sleepy yet leh... haiyo...
ilovehim(: Thursday, April 05, 2007
tis post ish thurdaes de... so juz pretend la... im sorry...
last sun mi stay at hm whole dae... sianz till death liao le lo...
den mi go bathe den go downstairs le... go ride bicycle...
my zhu zhu oso got go... its veri fun... den go near e sea there cycle...
den we saw monkey... den go hm le... on mon... got sch as usual...
den aft sch got councilor meetin... but few ppl turn up for e meetin...
so its cancelled lo... den mi go cwp find my zhu zhu le...
den go his hse slp... den go hm le... kena scolded my mum...
for reachin hm late lo... den e guy i last time i tell ur wan...
e one hu owe bookie money de... he ish able to pay all e money...
but he use all his savings... so he now no money le...
but its better den gettin beaten by them... on tue... veri sleepy worz...
durin chem SPA... my finger got stained... duno which cation or anion causes it de...
but my fren sae its ammonia solution... on tis dae... its my owldaddy de b'dae...
happy b'dae to my owl daddy... may all ur wishes cum true...
on wed... mass run run lyk hell... 2 rounds 11 mins...
den mi fail... so run 1 round again... den veri e TIRED!!!
den physics SPA... den got pe aft tat... den go inclined pull up...
did 5 onli... den got standin broad jump... i go hide behind e pillar...
cuz i dun wan jump... i oways fail tat de... duno y oso...
thur... which ish todae... average dae... sleepy oso... dnt hor...
so e wad... so suay lo... mi almost sand away my finger lo...
usin e sandin machine... my finger did touch e thingy...
so pain lo... den when sawin e wood... mi almost saw away my finger sia...
my finger got touch e blade... accidentally de... not gu yi de...
den pain oso lo... but got nothing at there leh... not even a small scratch...
so weird... den aft sch do letter ritin... den go cwp eat... till i no money...
den saw jerman... wid his stead... malay de... kwl rite??
den go hm le... mi todae make my zhu zhu angry!!! IM SORRY ZHU ZHU!!!
PLS FORGIB MI!!! MI NOE IM WRONG LE!!! DUN ANGRY LE!!!
DUI BU QI!!! WO ZHI CHUO LE!!! QING NI YUAN LIANG WO!!!
I WILL ACCOMPANY ZHU ZHU EVERYTIME DE!!!
IF ZHU ZHU STILL STILL ANGRY WID MI...
I MIGHT AS WELL GO DIE BETTER... CUZ STAYIN ON TIS EARTH N MAKIN YA ANGRY ISH NOT WAD I WAN...
I WAN ZHU ZHU TO BE HAPPY... NOT SAD NOR ANGRY...
ilovehim(: Sunday, April 01, 2007
sorry for so long dint post le... cuz got no time to update my blog...
tis post ish sat de... tis one will be short de...
cuz got no mood to rite so much... mon-thur nth much happen...
onli on thur... got one angmoh... veri funny... he duno mi mah...
n i oso duno him... he sae hello to mi... i juz smile back...
on fri ish sports dae... at there veri hot... dismiss le go zy hse...
when reach zy hse... everybody drench... all wet...
den go cwp eat long john... den go mit my laogong... den go his hse...
todae at hm veri sianz... but at nite... everything happens...
1st... my fren send mi virus de... den it auto send mi my contacts...
den hakim lyk veri angry... den he keep sendin it back to mi...
im really veri hakim... but it isnt my fault... i oso dun wan it to happen...
2nd... my fren owe ppl money... bookie de... he still owe $3250...
its alot... n i dun hab so much money to lend him...
im sorry... but if he dun pay up by mondae... he will get beaten...
or probably even die... but i dun wan him to die...
i dun wish to see ppl die... im tryin to help him find money...
but all dun hab so much money... my laogong oso dun wan...
n i make my laogong angry... im sorry laogong...
i dint mean to make ya angry de... pls forgib mi... i noe im wrong...
IM REALLY REALLY SORRY!!!!! PLS FORGIB MI!!!!!
PLS ANS MY CALL!!! I NOE IM WRONG!!! I WONT LEND HIM MONEY LE...
I SWEAR I WONT MAKE YA ANGRY ANYMORE LE...
i feel so guilty... 1st... cant help my fren... 2nd... i make my laogong angry...
i really dun hab mood to continue le... i feel so sorry... i feel lyk cryin...
im cryin now... im sorry everyone... im sorry...
ilovehim(: 
