Friday, June 22, 2007
sorry... so many dae nvr post le... sorry... cuz bro use till veri late...
n i cant use com... sorry... tis few daes got inventor trainin... till 5pm de...
but cher wan go hm early... so dismiss us early... den wait for my dad...
to go work... help him... luk aft kids again... den go hm till late late...
till bout 9pm plus den reach back hm... damn tired n hungry...
den todae... thur... 11pm plus... jay... one of my best fren... broke my heart...
cuz of 1incident... he hate mi... cuz he tink im a despo... n he hate despo...
it will remind him of his ex... BUT IM NOT!!! he juz couldnt believe...
hes gonna let go of our frenship... SAD!!! I DUN WAN ALL TIS TO HAPPEN!!!
n he ish lyk... gonna leave mi n wont contact wid mi anymore le...
WO BU YAO AH!!! CANNOT AH!!! n i cried while he ish chattin wid mi...
i cried n cried n cried... non-stop... its lyk i lyk him or wad... DAMN SAD!!!
other ppl hate mi... i dun mind... but jay hate mi... i cant accept e truth...
i really dun wanna lose him... i dun wanna lose tis frenship... PLS DUN!!!
last time... we would oways chat wid each other on msn... happily...
lyk best frenz lyk tat... n tinkin back e times... its so happy... so xin fu...
we really luv chattin wid each other... I WANNA TURN BACK TIME!!!
back to e past we used to be... n not now... WO BU YAO ZHE YANG AH!!!
den he started to countdown... from 10... n i was lyk more n more sad...
i keep sayin i dun wan all tis... but he wouldnt listen!!! he continue to countdown...
I WAS DAMN SAD!!! HE ISH GONNA LEAVE MI LE!!! N I DUN WAN!!!
he said he feel lyk bangin e wall cuz of e incident... n i feel lyk dyin...
he told mi he lyk mi de... n i dint noe it all e way... he dint tell mi at all...
i was kept in e dark for so long... i treat him lyk best fren lyk tat...
n i treasure our frenship... he too... but cuz of tat incident... he hate mi...
he really hurt my heart... n i hurt his heart too... i feel really veri REGRET!!!
n i cry non-stop... den cp called mi... i was cryin n tokin at e same time...
n i cry more n more... SAD!!! WEI SHEN ME!!! WEI SHEN ME YAO ZHE YANG DUI WO!!!
WO BU YAO SHI QU ZHE GE GAN QIN AH!!! WEI SHEN ME?!?!?!
WEI SHEN ME YAO FA SHENG ZAI WO SHEN SHANG!!! WO BU YAO AH!!!
WO BU XIANG SHI QU NI AH!!! MING BAI MAH?!?!?! I DUN WAN!!!
AARRGGHHHH!!! i dun tink i will be able to slp tonite le la... I HATE MYSELF!!!
n he ish not goin to contact mi anymore le... i feel veri veri sad!!!
he said its gd for e both of us... BUT I DUN WAN!!! he wan mi to hao hao de guo ri zi...
BUT I DUN WAN OSO!!! I WAN BACK OUR FRENSHIP!!! I WAN JAY!!!
i feel lyk im goin to be lyk cl lyk tat le... but hes one worse den mi...
i got nth to sae le... next time den update ba... SOBSOB~~
ilovehim(: 
