Monday, April 30, 2007
haiis... duno how to begin wid it la... jiu shi hen FAN LO!!! walaoeh...
duno whom i lyk sia... wth... duno ish it still cp or him...
im so confused... some of my frenz told mi tat i should forget bout him...
n continue my relationship wid cp... haiis... i juz couldnt forget bout him...
its veri hard for mi to delete him away from my mind... i couldnt do it...
wo jiu shi ban bu dao... wo cheng ren wo hai shi dui ta nian nian bu wang...
wo ye bu zhi dao gai zen me ban... JIU MING AH!!! WO KUAI FENG LE!!!
i still luv cp de... but wad bout him... although i treat him as a fren on e outside...
but i still lyk him de... cp hab given mi alot of time to forget bout him de...
but... its lyk wo hai shi hen xi huan ta de... i noe he wont be lykin mi back le...
cuz e present de him ish different from e past de him... e past de him ish a veri veri nice guy...
but now... he has becum kinda flirt cuz of someone... n tat person cause him to becum lyk tis de...
n on sat nite... mi n cp chat on e fon... den suddenly we tok bout him...
n i somehow feel kinda sad... i oso duno y... n i started to cry... duno y my tears cum out...
n i keep wipin it off... den my tears cum out again... n i wiped it off...
tat moment was so sad to mi... i couldnt deal wid my own feelins la...
im such an idiot in relationship... zai gan qing fang mian wo zhen bai chi...
everybody was encouragin mi to forget bout him n dun lyk him anymore de...
but i couldnt do it... tats e problem... my fren sae either i continue my relationship wid cp...
or i severe ties wid e whole gang... n i dint noe wad to do... hope those hu read my post le would gib mi some comments...
ilovehim(: 
